| Bangcrashboom |
[15 Jan 2009|05:45pm] |
$350 for a fake bird. Maw. I maul my brain out at the thought.
I sit here now procrastinating work at Han's place. We came here to get away from my place. And when we go to mind, we go to get away from his. It's routine. I like it here in the afternoons because bells ring from the Church across the road, and I can hear kids play basketball and soccer outside. It's really quite therapeutic, knowing that after I'm done, I could very well join them if I wanted. But I won't.
I shoot my film in 2 days. I pray that He will provide. Make me more than a sparrow please.
I need my DOVE!
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| In |
[13 Jan 2009|10:07pm] |
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I need to be inspired.
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| BishiBashi |
[18 Nov 2008|05:44pm] |
WHEE!
Not done yet, but sho exshiting nonetheless.
Visit in the day once and in the night once for excruciating pleasure.
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| Test |
[15 Nov 2008|02:26am] |
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Ma loves her phone. Screw work. I'm going to a dingy party tomorrow. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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| I think it's time |
[03 Nov 2008|01:03am] |
To say I haven't had time to myself is an understatement. It's sad that you know you'll be booked up for the next one year.
Especially when conversations go as such...
"Dec 12! It'll be awesome, we're going to stay in Sentosa for 2 days and go to Zouk Out, then go up KL the day after. Everyone's going. Are you in?"
"Uh, no, I'm filming"
"Bullocks"
"Yeah, bullocks"
or...
"I'll come over to your place and then we can go together!"
"I can't, I'll be in school... printing."
"But it's halloween!"
I WANT TO BE A GIANT EYE/PARROT CONTRAPTION TOO! :(
Being a giant eye/parrot contraption > Printing
When I think to myself about all my friends coming back in December, it's bittersweet 'cause I know it won't be like last year. Last year was probably an anomaly or something. Because now, apparently, I'm an adult, and adults don't have time. That's some bravery right there, actually penning down the fact I'm an adult.
I basically am blogging to whine, meh. I am actually really looking forward to going to Jakarta for the usual family shebang despite it being in the middle of exams. I'm coveting it so much. I'm even looking forward to getting my hair done at the awful Hyatt salon despite the fact they make everyone look like Indonesian nonyas. I usually go back to my room and flatten my hair after they're done. I probably need that isolation from Singapore again, because you know when you begin to crave room service, it's time to leave for a bit, even if it's a couple of days.
So far, preparing for my final thesis film has been as expected; tough, interesting... draining. But I often get the feeling that being in the position I am in, it pays to know you're alone. Because there's no use deceiving yourself, you probably are.
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